SNAP...

So, I need to apologize to Grant and the RACE swim team kids that were at the 5am practice this morning.

I had a minor flip out on the deck after Grant and I got into it a bit about the fact he wouldn't let me sprint both 100's that were the next phase of the workout.

Yeah yeah I have a race this weekend...a little race called the Littlefoot tri in Denver. I'm not resting for it and it's just a training race but anyway...

I'm actually happy about getting that annoyed. I'm not necessarily proud of it. But I am somewhat stoked I am getting pissed about not being allowed to hammer all the time in the pool. It shows I want to hammer, and suffer, and work hard. The past few years have been frustrating to the point of surrender and ultimately quitting racing. However, I now have most all of my issues solved and am on the road to kicking ass again.

So, it's kind of nice to see I have that fire back and have the get pissed, throw my cap and fins, yell at the coach all to be able to throw down in the pool. I like to see that out of me. I don't need it all the time, everyday, but I like that when I get annoyed and snap it's because I want to work hard not cause I want to slack.

Anyway, I hope the RACE kids aren't scared of that crazy triathlete in the end lane.

I just have high aspirations and expectations.

Good times.